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... That wasn't enough at all. [In fact, it was just her selfishly pretending that she had a normal life like she wanted, even though she thought it was impossible at the time. While she knows he means well, she can't see it as having done much when she didn't go to Shirou's house for his sake only.]

Like when you wanted me to stay at your house because of the war? [Don't think she's forgotten!! Even if it really did feel like a long time ago.] But if not me, please talk to someone about it. It's not good to keep it all to yourself.

[Never mind that she's the exact same in that.....]

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It's just like that time before. There isn't anyone else I can talk to.

[Most of them are strangers and acquaintances anyways. Who can he trust with this? This is difficult. Tears are streaming down Shirou's face and he can't stop it. He quickly covers his face using both of his hands. Maybe he needs to go on a walk for real. TIME TO HEAD OUT THE DOOR AGAIN.]

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Senpai—! [OH COME ON she just dragged you back in!! Not to mention it's cold outside, what if he gets sick. Pulling on a jacket, Sakura heads out as well. He couldn't have gotten that far ahead of her at least.]

Senpai, please wait!

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[RUNNING OUTSIDE LIKE HE'S NEVER RUN BEFORE!! Granted.... he doesn't get very far because he's tired. Sakura can find him chilling out on a bench. Shirou looks like a mess and he's officially the worst.]

How will I protect Sakura and keep her happy here? Is asking for a peaceful life with her too much? [He's pretty sure it isn't a lot to ask for so why is this so difficult for them? Shirou's gritting his teeth so hard he might make himself pass out....SAKURA HELP SENPAI.]

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[SAKURA'S ON THE JOB...! She's glad that he was quick to find at least, but given his expression, that's the least of her worries right now. As she overhears him, she can't help but smile warmly, fondly, with the special sort of affection that she always has for Shirou. If that's what he's so worked up about, then it really is nothing to worry about. The problem is convincing him of that.

So when she walks to him, Sakura kneels down in front of him instead of sitting by his side, all so she can gently take his face in her hands. She smiles gently, but she's determined to make him understand this too; like this, the only things they can look at is each other.]

You can keep me happy just by being here, Senpai. I know I'm asking for a lot, but as long as you're here with me, that's all I need.

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You aren't asking for much.

[Oh god she caught up to him. NOOOOOOOOOOO. He responds to her with a weak voice. Shit sucks when you push yourself...alas]

I should be doing more for you and I know I'm not reliable. [What kind of person is he being by throwing away 11 years of his life? Shirou can't be trusted with anything. He's betrayed so much!! ]

Even so, I'll do my best to stay by your side. I need you with me more than anything else, Sakura. Can you forgive me for running out earlier? It won't happen again. [He's like 100% positive he won't try to run out on her again because it's cold and this is a mistake.]

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[She sighs, but it's fond and affectionate. Shirou reacting like this isn't surprisingly in the least. She just wish he'd understand.]

Of course. You've already forgiven me for so much, and you've done even more for my sake. I know I can always rely on you, no matter what you say. [She exhales, a breath shaped more like a laugh, before pressing her lips against Shirou's forehead. She'll stay by him for as long as he wants—forever, even.] So it wouldn't be fair not to do the same for you.

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Thank you, Sakura.

For the record, you were right before. I should have rested. I'm too tired to move. [Sakura's making Shirou blush a little. It's slightly embarrassing to do this out in the open, but he drags her into a hug using his unsteady arms. ]

Let's stay like this for a while.

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Senpai...

[She at least moves up to sit beside him so that hugging her won't be too difficult. Naturally, as if this how they always were, she raises her arms and hugs back, leaning into his embrace. It's so comfortable and safe; she doesn't know how or why Shirou would think he couldn't protect her when this is already doing it. Something as simple as this is more than enough to make her happy.]

Okay. If it helps you calm down, we can stay here as long as you like.

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[Shirou was certainly feeling cold earlier. Sakura's warmth is making him relax and he falls asleep there. There's nothing on his expression that suggests he's in distress. He's completely calm with Sakura by his side. As long as Shirou can keep her close he'll always be happy.

SHE DID SAY SHE'D STAY THERE FOR AS LONG AS HE WANTED.]

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[TRYING TO MAKE HER TAKE BACK HER WORDS, HUH... But it's okay, she had a feeling that this might happen. He looked exhausted, no matter what he tried to say. So as gently as she can, she takes off her own jacket to wrap it around Shirou while still supporting him. It might not be the ideal location, but if he gets some good rest, that's all she cares about.

After all, Shirou's right there with her, just like she always hoped he would be. There isn't anything she could be discontent about here.]

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[He wakes up an hour or two later. Looking much better too in fact!! ]

...Good morning, Sakura. [He just yawns like this is completely normal. ]

How long was I asleep for?

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Good morning, Senpai.

[Insert classic CG of Sakura waking Shirou up in the shed... But no, instead of pushing her own hair back, she fusses with Shirou's bangs a little so they aren't in his face so much. The fact that it feels so normal and regular to both of them is probably a testament to how happy they are to have each other here.]

It was about an hour or two. How are you feeling? You're looking much better already.

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[Shirou stares in surprise for a second. WHAT EVEN? He must have looked stupid if she needed to do that. God.]

Yeah, I feel much better too. [Nods.] Thanks for keeping me company. [He looks up and tries to adjust his hair so it's less of a mess. That's when he notices there's a jacket on him that doesn't belong there?? Time to take it off and give it to Sakura.]

I'm still not fully awake yet. When did you take your coat off?

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[tbh it was probably just mild but cute bedhead... gotta make sure he's looking sharp though!!]

Of course. I'm glad you're feeling better. [As if she'd really just leave him on a bench... In any case she accepts her jacket back.]

When you fell asleep. It'd be bad if you caught a cold out here.

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Sakura...! [He feels...pathetic tbh. She's going out of her way to help him and he was selfish enough to complain earlier. WHY? Shirou's apologizing to himself for it or at least trying to.] I won't get sick because you took care of me.

But if you get sick I'll be the one responsible for it. Try to take better care of yourself...please.

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It's alright, Senpai. You don't have to worry about me! [Sakura PUFFS UP WITH PRIDE because she never gets sicks!! Unless terrible HF things are happening but thankfully they're post-canon.] I won't get sick so easily.

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I believe you. [He half mumbles that comment because he knows Sakura's going to push herself. no sakura no.....]

You can't stop me from worrying about it though. Remember how you got sick before?

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That shouldn't happen again, and you know it. [SERVANTS ARE NOT HERE TO RUIN HER LIFE there'll be no more soul harboring...] I'll be fine, I promise.

I hate this tag so much im editing fuck nasu

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I know. [Shirou rests face on Sakura's shoulder and keeps it there. He doesn't want to lose her and he's afraid something might come up again. SENPAI IS CONCERNED FOR REAL.]

You're better than that, but that's besides the point. I want us to stay peaceful for as long as possible so don't get sick. There's still a lot of things we have to do together, right?

nami................. pats

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[SENPAI IS ALWAYS TOO CONCERNED!! But she leans back slightly, content to just stay together like this.]

You're right. There's a lot that I want us to do together... [It makes her realize something actually, and she smiles almost a bit mischievously.] In fact, you still haven't taken me out on a date, Senpai. It's almost a little sad considering we've been together for so long now.

[She's obviously teasing though. They could just be sitting together having tea and she would consider it fun... Sakura please broaden your couple activities.]

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Oh........................you're right. [mfw he had no idea.]

I wouldn't even know where to begin with a date. What do you want to do then, Sakura? [He's clueless as ever tbh.]

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What I want to do? [Shirou don't ask her this question... It's still hard for her to actually have simple wants and desires!!] Whatever is fine with me, honestly. I'm still not very familiar with this place after all... Besides, it was just a joke. We don't have to go on a date if you want to rest more.

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I'm not familiar with this place either. There has to be something you want to do.

Want to walk around and find something? That should keep us occupied for a while. [If it was a joke Shirou failed to completely read it. He has 0 humor.]

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[Shirou please relax a little for once... Before shit goes down during the event!! Regardless, Sakura nods.]

That sounds perfectly fine with me. Oh, but do you want to head back and get your coat first? It's a bit cold after all.