[Shirou isn't even going to let Sakura know he's home because he's depressed. Saber's words weigh deeply in Shirou's mind. Maybe he really is a coward. Rin used a command spell on Saber so Shirou can only feel more stupid.]
I'm such an idiot. [If Sakura's around she can hear Shirou cursing himself repeatedly. His actions shouldn't really surprise her at all. Sakura knows Shirou too well and this is hard on her. He just hopes that he can pull himself together. Shirou wants to be there for Sakura so he can't allow himself to be depressed forever.
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I'm such an idiot. [If Sakura's around she can hear Shirou cursing himself repeatedly. His actions shouldn't really surprise her at all. Sakura knows Shirou too well and this is hard on her. He just hopes that he can pull himself together. Shirou wants to be there for Sakura so he can't allow himself to be depressed forever.
tl;dr everything sucks a lot. ]